It’s fall soo I guess it’s time to break out those sweaters, watch the foliage change color, and eat a granny smith apple or some shit. As summer graces us with it’s final riches. I stand a little frayed. I know how fast time can pass, but goddamn it was just July a minute ago. Now there’s Halloween and Thanksgiving shit everywhere. I woke up this morning and it was chilly as fuck. Ahh fuck it there’s no need to be up in arms about it. As soon as it leaves the sooner it comes back. But there is the big cold Bastard coming up (psst! Winter). I’m not looking forward to that. The only survival tools are a gf (unfortunately don’t have one)P.O.T(pussy on tap) or good booze and Netflix. And even that’s not really enough. I love autumn though. Unlike New Years this really is a season of a new beginning. A turning of what is considered complacency or normalcy. I can digg that..
Speechless but never thoughtless. Unspoken but never wordless. Winged yet
flightless like I’m living life verb-less. If you’re living yours sightless
you might step into that curbed shit.Dead iris behind the eyelid on the
island of the worthless. Short looked but sure footed. The vast danger and
masked strangers but not shooken. Everything’s for sale it seems en masse
hookers. The wrong covers and titles to books and false authors. I’m just
tired of liars so I’m enveloped in quiet. I’ve been told too many sins
call me pius. The pope of tarnished gold. Dance and shine for me all that
garbage on your soul. As I stand in indifference. Acknowledging and
listening. Oh my silence but my brain is the plain of infinity…
On a humid summer night
The air stinks of sex…
Posibilities possibly not possible
Thick warm moisture humming with electricty
To a restless mind
In search of fire
Finding only the the embers of a dying excitement
Take yo ass home.
I’ve been distant in many aspects of my life. I’ve been in a make shift chrysalis converting the bullshit into the dope. The gym has been my headquarters pushing my movement foward. I gotta say it’s funny. The more I change the less I have to say. Kinda like Silent Bob when I do speak I want my shit to be profound and insightful. Of course that’s more than likely not gonna happen but hey. I also find more respect and admiration with the newer version of myself. Moreso for the physical. I won’t lie it’s amazing. More inspiration cause this isnt the beginning and it sure as shit isn’t the end. It’s all part of the happening.
Today tudey Today! Not a damn thing happened. It was a lacadaisical lazy uninspired day. Everything is clean. I didn’t have to go the gym. No calls or text. Just myself and my massive library of dvds. It would be nice have company but … It’s whetever.
Tonight was dope. Cashed my paycheck went to vapiano had a light dinner. Was about to call it a night I got a call to hang out with my friend samad and his army buddy. So we had to wait for this guy at a chase bank. We stood inside for literally 15 mins,and these cops almost arrest us for loitering. Which was total bullshit. This bitch stood in there long before we got there and even as we stood outside she stilll stood there never asked by the cops about shit. I mean we werent even drunk. Whatever…. So this army dude finally shows up we got to this bar near nyu better yet washington square park.We just hung out had some bomb ass nachos. Droped the guy back to his car. Then went another bar had a few more beers. Then drunkely went to 16 Handles and stole madd free samples and left. Being drunk in New York City is by far one t best experiences one can have. Just makes you feel alive. Welp my buzz is far gone and I just finished watching the perks of being a wallflower. Great film fucking amazing film watch it if you get a chance. Anyways now I don’t know what to do. Gym in the morning or rather when I wake up.